The first week is recovery, and looked like this:
M- Stretch 40, T- Abs, W- Burn 1, Th- Abs, F- Burn It Off, S-Abs
and this:
See the lovely sweat dropping from my chin? That is a sign of hard work!
Last week my weight parked at 152.4, this week it didn’t move much, 152.2-152
This concludes the happy life is good part of the post.
Moving on to real -life struggling.
I went from strict to not strict this week with eating. I do it all of the time. I eat mostly healthy, and
sometimes enjoy a treat. If try to live a little, I then feel guilty. On one hand I say be careful- you lost 78 pounds, don’t gain it back! The other voice says- you work out six days a week- eat some dessert
once or twice a week!
I realized this week that I beat myself up about my weight/eating/mindset for a reason.
I put myself down as a defense mechanism!
I internally believe that if I celebrate my accomplishments and give myself a high-five I will gain
weight.
If I tell myself I still need to lose weight, I press on looking for better.
I NEED TO STOP CARING WHAT THE SCALE SAYS!
I need to enjoy what I have accomplished, and maintained!
I just don’t know how.
Society says even after 6 children, I should have washboard abs.
I feel like I haven’t arrived since they aren’t.
I know God wants better. What do you do to keep the negative thoughts away?
Any tips??
How did you do this week?
Please join in with me, I would love to see how you are doing!
Let the motivation/ pep talk begin!